First let me
talk about him.
He is the only
one who makes me crying every day since I 6 years old. I don’t know exactly why
he pretending so mean to me? What I have done to him? Day by day I passed with
him because we are actually a classmate and one day suddenly he looks handsome.
Whats going on with me? How can I see him like that? God please. Am I sick my
face turn to red like a fire. How can be? I just asking my self like a crazy
bitch. Lol
He always sitting
down behind me, year by year I passed and now I am 12 years old I already
graduate from my junior school. Any way I am Lala and this is my story
beginning of run to him. Why I have to run from him? Because actually I don’t
know what I have to do. I just so confused when I have to see him in the bus we
ride of. To be honest I am a girl who cant face up the reality, i already screw
my life with all problem I am not rich,
I am not smart and I am not beautifull like a others girl in this world. I have
no a confidence like many people have. How can I see him with my own eyes?
Now I am 18 years old, it still me Lala . I think I was
change my personality. 12 years ago I am like a nerd girl who always alone and
studying with my self. Now? My personality totally change exclude my habbit now
I am like a girl who have a popular name I joined my choir club in SMKN 1 and I get a good
position wich is the top in my club. Don’t you feel the popularity?? I had
boyfriend, he is Kim from Korea he already visited Indonesia, honestly we meet
in Ramayana Mall Store and I just hanging with him. I never know will have a
relationship like this. I never meet Jaja anymore he and I never meet in the
same bus or any store. Where he is now? I just say I don’t know.
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